Hello,

They say the night is darkest just before the dawn. Unfortunately for some people the dawn can bring no light. I don’t know who I am or where I’m supposed to be. I mean, i know my name and where I’m from but beyond that I can’t be sure what kind of person I am. I should start with the basics. My name is Ashley, but all my friends(if you can call them that) call me ash. I started college this year and still haven’t picked a major. Between you and I, i really don’t know how i made it in to school. In high-school i was a c-student at best and i had next to no extracurricular activities. I joined the photography club the last semester of senior year to get my parents off my back. I’ve been taking every class I can think of trying to find something I like but I spend most of my time either feeling apathetic or anxious about nothing. Its like nothing matters but everything matters at the same time. I don’t know if anyone will read this or even care but right now  writing this stuff down is all I really have that matters to me and maybe it will lead to me finding something that makes the dawn a little brighter.  I still can’t sleep so maybe I’ll go for a walk to tire myself out or maybe ill just walk till the sun comes up.